Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Read this syg.

There's nothing left for me to say. Or in other words, what is wrong between us? Let me start from the very beginning. Remember when you dm-ed on facebook asking for.. you know what? I still remember that moment when I received that message. I'm like, wow. So excited. We became so close every now and then. You made me smile, all the time syg. Maybe you just don't know it. I used to be so happy every single night when you sent me the goodnight messages. Same thing happened in the morning, you made my day, for like every single day. You know what, I have no idea how much I'm into you. Because I could feel your sincereness and I felt so secured. I really felt it. Maybe I was too lonely, I had no one to talk to. I had no one to cheer me up. I had no one. I am not the type of guy who loves to get into a relationship easily. But when we were together, it was so much different. I felt like half from me was all about you. Maybe more, or maybe all. It was a dreadful feelings when I didn't hear anything from you. You meant everything to me. AND STILL. I love you so much you have no idea :'( But why suddenly you've changed? Why? You left me hanging. I could feel the sign of teasing from your bb status and twitter. I just need the answer, the explanation. And for your information, I never get mad to you. Never :'( I love you. But why suddenly everything changed? I am in the middle of examination week and why now? Right now, I just need to forget about this and do my best in exam. But remember, it doesn't mean that I'm forgetting you. When I'm alone, I marveled at how new everything I felt. Something new and yet comfortable. But now? I just need you.

But at this point, maybe I need to really focus on my exam. But remember, I am not gonna forget you. Never. I still love you syg. If I make you feel bad, I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. Sorry :'(