Someone Like You

I heard that your settled down

That you found a girl and your married now

I heard that your dreams came true

Guess she gave you things

I didn't give to you

Old friend why are you so shy?

It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away

I couldn't find it I'd hoped you'd see my face

That should be reminded that for me

It isn't over

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me I beg I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts it loves but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts it loves but sometimes it hurts instead

You'd know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time our lives

We were born and raised in a summery haze

Bound by the surprise

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away

I couldn't find it I'd hoped you'd see my face

That should be reminded that for me

It isn't over

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me I beg I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts it loves but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts it loves but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares no worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes they are memories made

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me I beg I remember you said

Sometimes it lasts it loves but sometimes it hurts instead

Sometimes it lasts it loves but sometimes it hurts instead

Adele

What is wrong

The feeling is no longer the same. I miss you. You're crazy :(

Read this syg.

There's nothing left for me to say. Or in other words, what is wrong between us? Let me start from the very beginning. Remember when you dm-ed on facebook asking for.. you know what? I still remember that moment when I received that message. I'm like, wow. So excited. We became so close every now and then. You made me smile, all the time syg. Maybe you just don't know it. I used to be so happy every single night when you sent me the goodnight messages. Same thing happened in the morning, you made my day, for like every single day. You know what, I have no idea how much I'm into you. Because I could feel your sincereness and I felt so secured. I really felt it. Maybe I was too lonely, I had no one to talk to. I had no one to cheer me up. I had no one. I am not the type of guy who loves to get into a relationship easily. But when we were together, it was so much different. I felt like half from me was all about you. Maybe more, or maybe all. It was a dreadful feelings when I didn't hear anything from you. You meant everything to me. AND STILL. I love you so much you have no idea :'( But why suddenly you've changed? Why? You left me hanging. I could feel the sign of teasing from your bb status and twitter. I just need the answer, the explanation. And for your information, I never get mad to you. Never :'( I love you. But why suddenly everything changed? I am in the middle of examination week and why now? Right now, I just need to forget about this and do my best in exam. But remember, it doesn't mean that I'm forgetting you. When I'm alone, I marveled at how new everything I felt. Something new and yet comfortable. But now? I just need you.

But at this point, maybe I need to really focus on my exam. But remember, I am not gonna forget you. Never. I still love you syg. If I make you feel bad, I am sorry from the bottom of my heart. Sorry :'(

I'm alive

Oh hi everyone. I almost forgot about the existence of this blog. Like how stupid is that. So, here I am, starting to write again.

I'M ALIVE

I was undeniably mad mistake

I made a mistake. I made the biggest mistake in the world that you can't even imagine. I am about to cry right now i must say. I was so drunk, and obsess until I don't know what I'm doing. I just can imagine my life without you, everything will be perfect and wonderful. Ill be bliss. I know when someone is growing up, they should be surrounded with good people or otherwise, everything will turn bad. Like me. I never felt the genuine love from my friends because of you. even now. I hope everything will change, because so far I love them do death. I can now imagine my life without you and without my friends. It is completely different. Completely. And now, I don't mind if someone hates me because of my fucking fault. I just don't mind because I admit it. I made mistakes

lust is issue.